wow thamk.. 🥹🥹!! OWHH this makes me so happay!!! im js a little cutie patoo.. joy n whimsy embodiment

i am so honored.. i have not been rickrolled this year no!! i am so honored thank u rickroll anon 🥹 ur so chill

yes i do!! i just am unable to hold any conversations right now, i am sick atm!! but i will respond to you regardless when i log onto discord ^_^ @fourthfatui

haia!! i can just say things i did/usually do when it comes to hpd, keep in mind not all pw hpd are like this!! some of my symptoms are heavily affected by my untreated aspd symptoms as well, so keep that in mind !!!! ^_^ as for that, my behavior used to be extremely erratic, id say it is still but only situation dependant, id do things for attention for e.g. exploiting my friends for attention, getting bored of them and ghosting them only to come around when i want attention, make up stories and lies about people so i can get pity and attention, instead of communicating with my partner at the time i would lie on their ass SO much. 🥹 just for the sake of pity and attention when i quite literally couldve just communicated or broken up as people told me. i would get angry when this was told to me because in my head theyre supposed to shower me with pity and attention so i would throw such a bad tantrum. at school i go quiet or look sulky so my friends can ask me whats wrong or similar, just so i can yeah get attention ( i am no longer like this, or have lessened my need to execute this ) more things that contribute is my way of talking, awfully vague if you talk to me irl and even over text a lot of people need to ask me to be more specific. 🥹 my vanity matters a lot, but do note that this isnt always the case since in my case it’s on and off due to depression and other things but i would genuinely go out with people not to spend time—but to look good. 💔💔 umm there are probably other things but theyre extremely personal however this is how i experience hpd

THANK!!

dw about it!! im about to go to sleep its almost 3am for me, and im a bit sick, ill accept when i wake up!! have a good day/night anon youre very nice <3 🥹

hie yes ofc! im just super inactive on discord atm 🥹 but im def okay with being added, i just cant hold any conversations rn but my ata is open to talk as always

ITS OKAY!! thank you!! revamp soon keep an eye out vro.. 👀

haia! thank you ^_^ On my way! to add, you seem so chill as well!!

no worries brochacho 😛 !!!

haia!! im 100% okay with being asked, as long as it doesnt get to a point where people are trying to instigate me to prove i have this and that, i will not grant you an answer or a short one if i feel this way. anyone can ask me especially if they suspect a disorder BUT PLEASE do not use me as a means to diagnose yourself. i just solely like talking about my experiences!! ^_^ as for the term HC-DID though, i dont exactly like using it on myself anymore. i used to use it, however this community term is especially dangerous in public spaces and does sell out what kind of trauma you’ve gone through. ive seen like 13-15yos use this term freely on the internet ( i was once one of them, too. ) which is just crazy because its such a normalized thing to do that isnt being taken with any caution at all!!! a lot of people say that the coiner, maymay or something like that faked their DID or something like that but i heard that they’re just abusive and problematic. though i strongly believe HC-DID was a term just made up by their professional to get a better understanding of their client, and not at all a means to be a type or term. i don’t really care if anyone uses it tbh, just as long as they do w caution. i personally wouldnt use it because yes it is good to spread awareness about ramcoa and the types of abuse people go through but not like THIS. esp on syscord its like a big red bolded sign that you have been abused and you are a target. really, i dont get it!! same thing for number names ONLY being used by ramcoa survivors like are u srs rn its just a name. 😭😭😭😭 but anyways SORRY FOR THE YAP but this is my honest opinion

gulp hie irl oomf. 🥹🥹🥹🥹 how are you 🥹🥹🥹🥹 IM OK! ^_^ methinks. ive been so inactive lately because of stuff happening in gen and my mental state but YOU LITERALLY HAVE MY NUMBER. well like not like i would respond right away anyways but pleaseee contact me there im tryna use whatsapp more.

FROM MY MOTHER? i love you too…… no babagrill before marriage please.